my thoughts of the week

well i'm poor, and have no job, awesome. job hunting starts tomorrow.
i am going to go tanning tomorrow it makes me feel good about myself.
i want my nose pierced... any thoughts?
i am feeling better, and can't wait to really start looking better. (1/4 of the way through holllla).
i feel that this is finally something i can stick to. which is fantastic. it's always been my dream to have a nice body when i'm laying on the beach, which is my favorite thing to do.

i'm determined.
right now i just got done working out and the sweat is rolling off my back. ew haha. but feels great. i am going to have a great nights sleep.
lets see other thoughts.. hmmm

i have homework. reading for four classes actually. ickkkkk
going to get a's :)

ahh ohkay early night it's already nine i have reading to do and sleeping to do. and up by 8am

workout 1/25

10 squats, 1 pushup
09 squats, 2 pushups
08 squats, 3 pushups
07 squats, 4 pushups
06 squats, 5 pushups
05 squats, 6 pushups
04 squats, 7 pushups
03 squats, 8 pushups
02 squats, 9 pushups
01 squat, 10 pushups



4:27 seconds. rippin shit

i'm so motivated right now its fabulous.
all of my friends ordered chinese.
wansn't even tempted. cobb salad for moi

late night

so tonight i went out. i didn't want to. i had nothing to wear. i wasn't feeling well, went anyway. i had an ohkay time. didn't drink, wasn't up for it. but i just always feel like i can't look nice. because of my weight. so i'm movitvated for the gym tomororw. now i'm off to bed. <3 this was just my late night thought for you