so i can't even explain how excited i am for january first.
i'm going though a hard time in my life. but i can't wait to finally do something for myself.
i feel like, i have no real close friends that are around.
my mom, she keeps making me feel like shit because i got into a car accident in april that wasn't my fault.
i can't wait to go to my aunts house

my two best friends here
lacey and jess are drifting because all of sudden jess thinks that the three of us together is a problem, but when its just two its fine. so i think she's saying i'm a problem because i'm not around all of the time.

i just want it to be the new year
i've been eating everything since i'm home
but i'm sayin it's the last harrah..

idk

ahhh life.