it's a new day

well, was up til five in the morning... why? because i was hanging out with the boy that i think may one day be abusive in a relationship. he was really drunk when he got back from the club and wanted to hang out with me. so, i sat with him well he talked about ridiculous things like his socks, and his friends, and sobered up. so, after a while, things got a little heated. of course, we both knew what we wanted to happen. we almost got to that point, but, we were sitting in the common room, and all of the sudden at four thirty in the morning, people started walking around. so we stopped everything that was going on, and parted ways for bed. i guess, i am feeling better today, only because i hung out with him. but, idk. i still don't feel as i want to be here. i really don't have much emotional attachement. i can't wait to go home on the ninth, and i'm going to hang out with my friend from when i was little. i really can't wait to be with him. i just got off the phone with my ma. she is going to a wedding today, so she is happy. and i have a friend named flo, i think it's a sign since my aunt flo is my idol. i need to go take a shower, i'll write more later. just wanted to leave a little update. tata