:D

so i'm feeling good day.
looking better
feeling better. i like it :)

i pushed myself hard this week, an i'm so glad. can't wait for this weeks workouts. i recruited my friend meg to the gym everyday. she gained 75lbs after breaking her leg and not being able to exercise for a year and half. she used to rune veryday and work at the gym. i'm glad that shes working out again. :D

eatings getting hard! but i'm going to stay healthy. i can do it!

so i'm excited. i'm loving 2010 and feeling like a lot of new exciting things will be happening.
as for today, i am going to go see dear john and then going to go cry and cry, and be sad that i don't love anyone like that right now. and that valentines day is coming and i will be alone. my friend jill's boyfriend is visiting and they are the cutest couple i've ever been around. i am so jealous, because i want that for myself. but i'm so happy for her. everyones time comes, just have to wait for mine.

i'm stressed because i want to transfer. i compared the academic worksheet. and classes at monmouth seem to be more effective in teaching music. this school isn't going to cut it. i'm not playing enough. i'm not learning enough.i haven't heard back from the education department since tuesday. so they have me hanging by a string. that's it i'm out. now jsut waiting to hear from monmouth, and if it's a no, applying to other schools.

anyway.. spring break! in philly?! sounds good.

i can't wait for the summer. i already have a job lined up! and will be living with my aunt, and hopefully my mom is getting me a car. :D so happy.

summer i want to work hard. save for my own car insurance, and HAWAIII IN DECEMBER?! i also must take surfing lessons, and i decided, that's wehre i want to be a teacher.

end of story.

ugh i don't even know waht else to write.

<3