stuck in a train station

there is no better time to blog, than sitting in crowded New York Pennsylvania Station, waiting two hours for a train.

what to do i've been thinking. cry? no can't cry. i'm a champion. i had a silly mix up with my tickets. it happens.
i love train stations. i wish i didn't have all of this stuff with me... but oh well. i'll just sit here...

can't wait to workout tonight. i really need it. and i'm going tanning. todays a huge stress day. but i'm not letting it get to me..

thank god for wifi. that's a blessing haha
so i have been thinking a lot today about my body.
i need more motivation. i am going to print out words that inspire me and hang them on my wall
and print out pictures that inspire me and hang them up as well. i'm going to put something on my ID so when i eat, i am inspired to choose the right thing. idk, i just need that kindof thing because sometimes, stuff happens and i give up.

i don't even know what to blog about since i wrote only a few hours ago. i just want to be out of connecticut. i wish i didn't have to take the train back there. it sucks.

i can't wait to get into another school. i feel good about myself that way.

so anyway, i know what i'll tell you!

my friends all got in trouble last week for pictures of them drinking in our dorm on facebook. good thing i wasn't in those pictures... OH WAIT i was. but i didn't get in trouble. strange. only meg, jill, and brittany did. alex and i were there, but didn't get reported. WELL this has cause a huge dispute between my best friend jill, and my best friend meg. we're sorta a trio at school . and now meg and jill aren't speaking. i don't like choosing sides, but in this situation, i did. Jill is photographed drinking out of a bottle of captin morgan, meg has it in her pimp cup. HARD EVIDENCE. meg lied and said it was iced tea in the cup, leaving jill to get all of the blame. i am veryyyyyy mad at meg for that decision. it was her alcohol, jill's birthday, and she's lying because she doesn't have the money to pay the fine. understandable, but you're lying. you never leave a friend like that. its $250, not pocket change for the average college student. and she is also trying to become an orientation leader. they know its alcohol in your cup. alcohol is in the picture with you. its your alcohol. take the blame. be a friend. i understand where she is coming from but it would be different if she was in it by herself. i would neverrrrrrr leave a friend to take all of the blame, or lie.

anyway.

i'm going to do like all of my english homework for the rest of the semester because i brought my book and syllabus, and have nothing better to do. might as well be productive. the goal is straight A's, because for the first time in my life, it's all about me. i'm always coming FIRST.

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